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The feeling of being betrayed, doesn't feel so well.. If you've been there, you know how it feels too.
Well, I was betrayed today, and it kills me so deep inside, it isn't funny..
And now being told that, she said to another friend of mine that we wern't good friends in the first place emo . This is what happened in MY WORDS.

Seems like, when I have a good idea in real life or online and tell friend(s) about it. They don't like it and think it's stupid or something.
Well, I had given an idea about something and it got shot down. I brought up someone and even said "I'm sorry to bring up '_______' but..." Well, this person had the audacity to bring up an OLD SUBJECT and make me feel like the bad guy. Well, well, well.... Low-and-behold... This person blocks me and starts talking about me behind my back to a best friend of mine... rolleyes
Yeah, VERY SMART! Well, my friend told me that this person said that she wasn't my friend anymore..
After ALL THE STUFF I helped this girl get though, with my advice and everything... This is how I get repaied?! Oh no, no, no... Wrong... SO WRONG!
I've been betrayed by a friend of mine and it really upsets me, I don't know wether betrayed is a good word for it, but that's how I feel, it's like I was used to just get advice and she was waiting for the right time to drop me. You dropped me at the wrooooooong time woman. You really did. You're how old? 21? And you're acting like a child... *shakes head* That's sad.. Really is... I helped you with SO MUCH and you repay me by saying you're not my friend anymore. Real smooth and real mature. Honestly, right now - I'm really ticked off at her and more then 90% of the people in the Charity. Because, She brought the drama about it into the place by saying things that she shouldn't have. I said something.. that no one even noticed.. I said that I felt like the bad guy and that I was going to go and de-stress myself. Apparently I can't say aaaaaanythingggg.... >.>"
Riiight okay, I can't say anything but yes YOU and you know who I'm talking about, you say something and EVERYONE freaks out telling you to stay, so... I'm the bad guy, because apparently, I'm trying to "run" the Charity..
WRONG! TOTALLY WRONG! I'm NOT trying to "run" the Charity AT ALL! NO!!! WROOOOOONG!
Well... then I get someone else coming after me, how it's MY FAULT why this woman was upset.. rolleyes wrong again, that's not my fault.. I told her the whole thing and sent her the conversation - SHE AGREES THAT - YES I AM the bad guy in this, that I AM the victim..
THEN!!!! I'm being accused by someone else saying that I'm trying to get everyone on my side. WRONG AGAIN! People started talking about ME - - BEHIND MY BACK! I don't go for that, so I spoke up. Wether they liked it or not.
Honestly, if I'm going to be banned from that thread, whatever - at least I went out with a bang, as I would always say.
You know.. This made me realize who my REAL friends are.. Who's real and who's fake anymore? I know who now... Seems like it, because that woman can't even TRY to talk to me so would could settle this, she's going to take the childish way out and ignore me.. That's REAL mature... Pffffft! NOT!
So... Where does this leave me? With only a few real friends that actually KNOW the story to say ANYTHING about this.. And if you're reading this, and you know who you are.. *cough* This is how I honestly feel, and yo should know you're acting like a child for walking away from the problem and creating more of a problem in the Charity..

PS: Apparently I have this "power" I never knew about until today..
If I leave a place, people follow.. That's not my fault why they leave because I did..
That is their own choice wether to leave or not.
So if I'm banned - So f'ing being it... You just lost a really good friend and a good moderator.. I hope you know that, and let that haunt you for the rest of your lives..
Because people are going to start asking, and when they find out - - they'll probably leave too, because I'm not there.. So think about what you REALLY want to do before you do it..
Seems like someone is power hungry, and that's NOT me... Power hungry is you. You heard me, Yes YOU. Why? Well, you're turning into someone we all hate..
If not, well it sure as hell seems like it.
So whatever, think before you act on how you want to treate me and this situation..
I've got people PMing me and telling me that they're sorry that they didn't know the story and that from what they've seen and heard, that I'm the bad guy.. That I'm the victim, people who sent me those PM's I thank you - you actually get the fact that I am apparently the bad guy, that apparently everything is MY fault - when it isn't.
But whatever, that's just how I feel, apparently no one takes anyone else's feelings into consideration before acting.. emo

TREAT OTHERS THE WAY YOU WANT TO BE TREATED!!! Remember that..

"There ain't going to be no sequal, this here is Inbred Evil." ~Boondox - Inbred Evil.
"I'm overpowered by Jealousy." ~ Violent J (Yes you are overpowered by Jealousy.)

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