Day: July 19th, 2009.
Mood: Shattered.
Song: Gravity - Sara Bareilles
Quote: Set me free, I don't want to fall another moment into your gravity.
Gah. Talk about a long few days.
So, I have been crushing on this guy who shall be known as Koi. I have liked him on and off pretty much since I got to know him, but for the last month I really liked him. Well, after some interesting circumstances, I was told that I am not his "type".
I am a mixture of anger, sadness, and possibly some form of....what's the word? Hmm...let's just say that I can't quite figure out one distinct emotion for the moment.
I just want this to go away. I want to forget about it, and I want to stop crying redface .
There is a certain person that I should probably be extremely pissed at right now, but I can't bring myself to do it. I don't even think she realizes what she did. That kinda makes it hurt worse in a twisted way.
Well, this has been a learning experience.
I don't trust easily anymore. There's only two people that I think I can tell my secrets to, but I don't know if I will want to after this even if I know they won't say anything.
So, the moral of the story? Make sure that you crush on the right person and never fall too hard. You end up with more than just scraped elbows.
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As for that "certain person", I wouldn't be too quick to think she didn't realize what she did. Me and Carolyn...well, we've been talking about that, and we're starting to wonder exactly what that "person" is after. What's her goal? Hurting people? Well, congrats to her, she's done it to you AND me.
Remember...the problem with giving people your heart is that they hold the power to break it. neutral