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please......... ....................... .................................... my mind is blank my heart is empty. it is hard to be strong. the strongest of the three. poor them. i cant do this to myself. i promised her i woodnt. and i promised i wood help her as much as i could. but it is hard. he is stubborn and yet depressed. he wont stop it. stop the most hated thing ever. i dont know what to think or do. i face the world with a smile but inside i am ready to burst. i need to vent. i need to talk. talk to my friends. to a person willing to listen. to one who will understand.
no i must stop this madness. look at me.... i am crying my eyes out. my nose is stuffy and red. all over practically nothing.
no it isnt nothing. not in my mind. what happened a year ago... i cant change it.. the pain i cant take away... but i can save him. but how... i tell him stop he doesnt listen. i can also be grateful he didnt become.....or worse. but if i think of it that way i cry even more. *sigh* nothing stops the endless pain.. well duh... if he stops he will be ok. if he doesnt......
but doesnt he realize he is lucky.
oh lord.... please help him.
i dont wannna be this way. i really dont. but i cant help it.........
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