My heart is wobbly. Like, an overflowing flood. Filled with sorrow. Why always sorrow?
I am sad. As usual. No one changes. No glow from above.
Raindrops. Pouring. Soaking me till i am just filth. Thats all i will ever seem to be.
A dirty cloth. A stained cup. A heartless soul. A soulless heart.
Floating to no where. Rejection. Hatred. Sprinkling down on to me.
Is this my fate WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME? I SEEM TO NEVER BE ACCEPTABLE FOR ANYONE! Why?
I slip. Cringe. Collapse. No one comes to my side.
Stranded. I can't find it. Where? Searching.
My soul has gone. No, i am nothing. Withering away. Shredded to pieces.
Stay back! Suffocating from darkness. Its overflowing me. Conquering.
DIE! Why the ******** won't i die? I am no good. A ragged stench.
When will that day come? The one. I call the sun. Arising before me.
Hold me. Don't walk away. Kiss me. Don't resist.
All hope is gone. Never. Eternity. Slander of perish.
Nicky_Nic · Sat Jul 25, 2009 @ 02:37am · 3 Comments |