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Dawning Twilight

The life of Ellie



Everybody's Fool What causes a person to feel like he or she is living a life of pretense? Pretending seems to be my true talent. I can be myself but then I feel like I am someone else; someone who is not quite like me. Is like a monster that's completely out of control. Or is like I have a monster eating me alive and leaving me with scraps of myself. You see, Raven might be taking over me and I so hate her. She makes me do things and I can't let her manipulate me. Sometimes I let her take over me and I am no longer Ellie but Raven. What am I to do?

Posted by: Rave Dollie Fri Sep 25, 2009 @ 01:34am

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Melekinh
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Commented on: Thu Oct 01, 2009 @ 12:47am


	Do what your heart tells you to. "Raven" is not you. YOU are you. And you are one of a kind. Remind yourself who you are, Ellie. I'm sure this must be a time of confusion, but in time, you will rise out of the depths, knowing that you are the boss of yourself. No one can make you do anything you don't want to.

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