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I give up, and surrender,
to the tears and fatigue,
the hurt and my bitter, vexed heart.
the horizon is pitch black in my mind,
and the dawn doesn't seem to come soon.
why is it so hard?
why does it seem impossible?
im too confused to find an end,
and it's even harder to remember the beginning.
I don't wanna.
just waiting for the sun to rise it hard enough.
so Ill empty my head and sit still.
sit still, patient, worried.
but alive, with beating heart.
so alive, but so cold...
hope still lives, at least...