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the child and her tears! I wanna cry. But im like a child ashamed to cry. So i cross my arrms over my eyes and pretend to hide. The truth is i just wanna be in someones arms. I wanna cry on the shoulder of someone. But only if i grow up and become unashamed to cry. But ive been like this for so long. I dont know if i cna change it or rearrange it. Cause in some ways im still that hurt child thats not ok with crying. I cant deny it. But i wish i could stop being affraid of crying. Cause honestly i wanna show the emotion im hiding. Cause i dont wanna be alone to deal with my own feelings. I get tired of always doing it. So sometimes i reach out. But when i do my friends help but then make it worse. I wish i knew how to let it go let it all go. But i dont so i am cursed to deal with all this until i can say its all in the past and let it go! [img:ad3af098ad]http://i34.tinypic.com/25ibrjp.jpg[/img:ad3af098ad]

Posted by: Angry goth chick Tue Oct 27, 2009 @ 11:36pm

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