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My life is nothing like everyone else in the world have. In this world, i feel like an outsider. Sadness, depression, adopted, careless, unwanted, outsider, all those things feel like myself. Its not right. Im in the wrong place with the wrong family. The family hates me, how, well, Everytime i come and join them they feel like im not needed. They giggle,laugh, have fun, and all that but when im not around. Its me who is making everything worse. I want to run away and find the people who actually wants me and take good care of me. What if something happen to me? Would they care. I don't think so. Oh my gosh. I wish i would be gone and let them have a better life. I messed up everything and everything was my fault. Im not a member of this family os society. Depressed have taken me over and can't do nothing for it. I don't care what happens to me, but if my family don't want me then i hope something happens to me so they would have a better life without me. cry