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I don't know where to start. Just acouple weeks ago, I finaly stopped liking him. Our friendship was jeprodized by me liking him. So I had to decide: lose him or keep him. That's what I had to think really hard about. Then, I began to think about my life witout him. I could only come up with two words-- "a mess". Sure, I'm living in a mess now, but without him, I'd have nothing to hold on to. I wouldn't have the strength to move on. With him, I had the strength to over come all obsticles. Because of him, I over came this one. Lose him or keep him. Without him, this would have never happened. Thanks to him, I am a stronger person. I decided to keep him. But I had to lose something. My love for him. You lose some you gain some right? I lost my love for him, but gained a freindship that I couldn't be more greatful for having. Life without my friend is only two words I can describe it as and I'm glad he's in my life. Otherwise it's be a bigger mess. I owe him one.

Life without my friend....a mess.
Life with my friend...the best life a person could have, even if their struggling. Because he gives me strength to move away from struggle.