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Hi, Sorry its been so long since I last wrote in my blog...... oops LOL

So as of recently i have found that love is not as cruel and overbearing

as I thought.... that guy at work that I said I thought was too good for

me..... well I was wrong.... he likes me ^///^ ALOT.. he said he has

fallen head over heals for me... and that he loves me with all his heart

We are..... "together" just not dating...... I AM SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO

HHHHHHHAAAAAAAAAAAPPPPPPPPPPPPPPYYYYYYYYYYYY!!!!!!!!!!!

*SIGH* man I am so hooked on this guy! hes my everything, I would

live and die for him in half a heartbeat. I loveyou RJ your my life now...

my reason to live and to learn how to love......I could never have asked

for something so wonderful.... but thats what I got for Christmas.....

I am helplessly his forever and a day. In every form and way... He is my

man and I am his Woman.....If we were to be pulled apart It would tear

into shreds both of our hearts an amzing emotion this fealing as vast as

an ocean. we want this to work so bad we have agreed to wait.... I

have waited 17 years for him I will wait as long as I need to.... we

want to take it slow.... he said he loves me as if we are dating but

we both have alot going on right now and its hard for us to spend

time together..... like I said 17 years without him..... whats 1 or 2 more.

RJ I agree lets take it slow..... thats how love will b for sure known....

can we wait? I think so..... Love is patient.... I will wait.



-Helplessly his