Ah! I suppose I should tell you guys why huh? Well simple there were three main things that really got to me this Christmas and all summer/winter as well. One was not being able to see my twin sister for Christmas or much at all during summer thanks to our jobs and college for both of us. Two, my step mother person was being a well I hate to word like this but there's no better way I can think of decribing it right now but I b***h. She was being a b***h. She swore at me when I asked who her friends were, and got all pissy so I stopped talking to her because she was making me mad on Christmas and just ruined everything. She ate almost all the food when she came and just left right after to go "walking" with her two friends. Then she came back and acted like she owned the damn place, and ruined everything for us. All my cusins kept complaining to me about her and my grandma even hugged and said don't hold in my hatered or anger and just let her go. So we left her alone, and I went home right after saying good bye to everyone. Oh and the the thrid thing was I wasn't able to get anyone anything not even a picture or a card or anything this Christmas. sad All thanks to schooling and my appartment/bills. I barely have money for food right now. But that's all about to changed next year. I get promoted and I'm moving into a cheaper place, plus I'll be on a grant for my college. So I guess that's the only thing I look forward to next year. :/)
Well, that I believe would be all I really have to tell you guys. I'm sorry for the ranting about how bad my holidays have been. And truely hope your holidays were much, much more better then mines were. So, with that said I hope you all had great holidays, and a happy New Years! Make worth it because the begining is always the most impactful part of every move and step you make in life. So please be carful, stay safe, warm, and be good now ladies and gentalmen! xp Love you all and talk to you guys soon I hope! Bye bye for now.
Sincerly,
Sabain
Sabain
