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I can't wait to leave my school and move on to high school.
I hate everyone here.
All of my friends leave me out of their little group, even though I'M the one who pretty much brought them all together.
Swim team isn't much better either.
She is my only friend there, since I had to ditch the others due to that.
But she ignores me to hang out with them most of the time.
I'm always debating whether she's my friend or not.
This school has weakened me a lot.
Back at PUBLIC school, I was a tough girl.
If someone hates me or makes fun of me, I either ignored them or fought back.
Now, I can't do anything.
Today someone left a rather mean note in my "Honesty Box" on Facebook.
I can't do anything but worry about it.
The old me would have just ignored it.
Facebook is evil.
I know that very well by now.
I've frozen my account a number of times, but I keep coming back.
Because that's where all my "friends" are, and there's no one to talk to anywhere else.