Ok, I sincerely am confused. There's this jerky guy that I need out of my life. He always drunk texts me and I'm sick of it. Plus we have a past. So I get in this fight with him, and in the end he tells me he cares about me and he didn't mean anything. So I'm thinking he means he cares about me as a friend, and I'm just like, whatever gets you to leave me alone. But then he's texting my friend(because she's amazing and is great enough to tell him off without cussing[love ya cat!]) and apparently, he cares about me more than a friend.
And meanwhile, my bf is going crazy because 1) He knows what happened between us, 2) He knows the guy, 3) He thinks I'm stupid for what I did.
Which, btw, do NOT call your gf stupid. Don't tell her she doesn't have a brain and that she could have gotten halp, but she thought what she did was smarter, cuz let me tell you, it doesn't sit well. But of course, after saying all of that jazz, he tells me that he's never talked to a gf like that (so great, I'm the most screwed up girl he's dated. Woohoo.). But heres the catch; he tells me he's so upset because he cares sooo much about me, more than any others.
Like, seriously?
First of all, I'm not special. It's just me. Plan old Nikki. I'm not a gorgeous skinny-miny-barbie-blondie. I'm just me! So why the heck would I be "cared about more than a friend" by one guy who's cursing me out half the time, and "one of the most important things in my life right now" to someone else?! For the love of Zues! Who needs emotionally unstable guys anyway?
 lol_nikki_lol · Sat Jan 02, 2010 @ 10:42pm · 0 Comments |
