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thats it! i'm done! it's over for me. she likes my friend, it's over, nothing will happen and i will just stop trying. iv'e lied her for a long time, and she just goes to someone else immediately. since it's her, i wanted to help, anything to make her happy. anything. you don't know how i feel right now, iv'e know her for along time, she is smart, pretty, and nice. but she is too good for me and i will never get her.i'm screwed, she won't even let me help her, i don't hate her, i really don't. i'm just pissed. i don't think i will ever get over her, it's too hard. why? all i want to know is why.