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So this morning, after stealing twenty-almost thirty more minutes than I told myself. I craw out of my warm covers, coughing, and went to get ready. I've been sick the pass couple of days, but its only coughing, I'll get over it.
I put a my favorite dark blue skinny jeans, black tee that had Yoshi from Mario Brothers, and a red plaid headband. Straighten my hair, going for the egdy look. My hair is almost long, dark, soft, with a few honey highlights and choppy. I love it! I sweep a little black eyelight, just enough to tell its there, but not to much that I look like an gothic raccoon. Mom looked like an baby blue and white easter egg, with pretty red-brown hair. I'll get slapped or stared at if I said that outloud.
I had to put an baggy red hoody, it was originally my brother's, but the poor thing was forgotten once he moved in with his girlfriend. For all anyone knew, it was mine handy down. Or just mine.

Patting my puppy's belly, I was playing with him outside waiting for my mom to finish talking to wella. Grown-ups talk f o r e v e r !

Once we got to the office, there was some older spanish lady that I never met before. She was a friend of my mom, and was suppose to help her out or something. Great. wink
I stand out of there way, as I watched mom try to show her how to use the computer. I'm more that sure that it was for the first time. It was a little hard silents my laughter. I couldnt believe, that the lady couldnt even click the 'internet explorer' icon for the window to pop up. It took countless trys, before she fainlly did it! It was the same with the close button, at the top corner.

Time went by kind of fast, for doing nothing, it was already ten am, and I havent ate. I went next door, with the money mom handed me, and bought us tacos, and juice.
I acted like they didnt give me change, when I got back, in all fun and games. I ended up giving her the one dollar and coins that where left of the money that she handed me before, with a smile.
I felt a little hyper, just a little. Maybe becaues I was finally going to eat, i dont know, but once I was done, I was sleepy.
I complain a little like a child, when I was getting bored, just becaues. No real reason. I shut up once I got the chance the go on the computer.


The lady left.
It was three almost four pm.
I tagged along with mom to the post. She was going to mail something. I dont know. I walked around the empty area, while she was in the office area thing. I need to start paying attenion to what is what.
Anyways. The was a white kid there too, play with a small backpack fill of toys. From time to time, I heard him make sound effect of someone shooting, and kicking. Like his toys were as war with eachother. I couldnt see him to clearly, since my poor vision cant pick up on things far away, but he reminded me of Shaun. The mini version. And I'm talking about the shaun that I dated for a month, then forgott about me, like if I was just an candywrapper now.
Not saying that he unwrapped me, for all those pervs out there reading. talk2hand
He was just--I dont know. Straight guys are as@h0les. Once in an blue moon, there might be a guy that isnt, but that hasnt happen for me. Meeting a nice guy I mean. Well no-there was Brian, but he was more of a little brother. That's very distant now.

Heading back, we stopping at JackNTheBox. Two tacos and jumbo jack please! Oh! And a..[some other burger that was for mom]



I went to the back of the office, where I couldnt be seen, eatting my toacs first. Yum. . . MUN MUN NOM NOM YUMMY!

I hear voices, and sure that's normal-mom has customers all the time- its easier to just ignore them. But no. I'm not even half way done with my first taco, up comes Isaias walking in! Nevertheless, I smile, it hides the uncomfort in my crazy beating heart. Isaias was definitly super duper cute, with hazel eyes, but damn he was getting a little annoying. Just a little. He wants me. I'm not joking. stare For the pass few weeks, he's been asking about me, wanting to get to know me-SURE he even seems nice, is hott in everyway.
But lets get real
They a l l seem nice, at first.

I stop questioning it in the back of my mind though. I mean Why!? I dont have a top model body that most guys would drool over, I'm too quite for him to know my personality, my face is. .okay I'll give myself that, I'm cute. But its not perfect either. So why would he have any interest in me!? Oh and to top it off, he speak more spanish than english and I'm the oppsite. [I'm a white girl with mexican blood-wtf]

Anyways. We talked.
Or more like he brought out his laptop, and showed me pictures of his family and home, and talked about them. I just either: smile. shook my head. stare. nodded. shurgged. A few times I try to speak spanish, having no confidence if it was said right. I'm guessing so.
I dont know how it happen, but now I have a date with him on saturday. I'm praying that this week goes by very slow.

Once he left. I was in an artsy mood. So I started drawing. At first I didnt know what the freak I was doing, but it came out as a couple of butterflies that had music note bodies, trapped in an chandler, with vines that caged them around the light.

Jose finally came. It felt like I finally an old distant family member. . re-discover! He's a lovble man. Hugged me like if I was his little sister. I felt comfortable around him and his family. [Or the ones I met like his mother,and his younger brother which is the one I pray for]

We talked: