I know I've been mistaken
But just give me a break and see the changes that I've made
I've got some imperfections
But how can you collect them all and throw them in my face
But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting
I hope you're not intending
To be so condescending it's as much as I can take
and you're so independent
you just refuse to bend so I keep bending till I break
But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting
I've made a commitment
I'm willing to bleed for you
I needed fulfillment
I found what I need in you
Why can't you just forgive me
I don't want to relive all the mistakes I've made along the way
But I always find a way to keep you right here waiting
I always find the words to say to keep you right here waiting
But you always find a way
To keep me right here waiting
You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting
And if I chose to walk away would you be right here waiting
Searching for the things to say to keep me right here waiting
I...can't believe you did this to me.
You left me, broken and hurting, and alone.
You took my biggest fear and shoved it back into my face...and I haven't hurt like this since he left me.
And yet it was comforting when he left me, because I know it wasn't his choice. He would've stayed if he could have...but things that he couldn't control took him away.
You...
You could've stayed. You could've been willing to bleed for me the way I did for you. I put so much of myself out there for you...and you tore me apart with those words.
Words are my gift - I can take them and turn them into beautiful, wonderful things that will forever be that - beautiful and wonderful.
Words are my curse...they tear me apart, leave me cold and wounded, wishing for an explanation of why.
Those words...I'll never forget them.
I'll never forget what you did to me.
I don't want to forgive you.
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Exodus
Here in the shadows I'm safe, I'm free...
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