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I Stood there clenching my head in one hand and my hearet in the other, He grabbed me and everything went back to normal and i said in a deowsed voice"What? was i just dreaming?"
"No" he said, "you seemd as if you were in a trance, are you all right" he had asked in a calm voice, I stood up and told him that i was and left like normal and continued to class.
I never had alot when i was growing up... so i walked into the local wal-mart and stole a toy.
I had kept this up for some time until i saw these kids... the wanted to be all tough so they bullied me... i disdain them "i have to get them back, one at a time" i thought to myself...

I started thinking things... things that were morbid... death and rivers of blood as i thought this i could only smile to laugh to myself. A part of me knew it was wrong but i couldm't help but smile.
Iwalked home and my father whom I am terrified of grabbed me by the neck and lifted me off the ground In an angry yet calm tone "What is this? Why do you have this?" I couldn't tell him i stole it... I liesd "its my friends he gave me that" He smashed it and i went off to bed

I was twisitng and turning as I had nightmares, I woke up and saw a man standing over my bed and he stabbed me through my chest and i gasped for air.
TBC