I finally thought that everything would go right for me at least once... well some things are amazing, but I suppose that those have to be traded for other things... I no longer hang with my friends that I use to consider my best, or do I even care that they don't care that I'm alive.... I still care for each of the persons that seem not to care to talk to me anymore... I miss them each day, and wish that I could forget about them, but some memories just don't get wished away so suddenly... If these people no longer express an interest in my life I shall always be here for them, and if I could ever find out what I did to become alienated I would at least appreciate that small sentiment...
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