I find myself being scared of being left alone.
I started having bad thoughts but I don't tell anyone because
I feel they are getting tired of me. To be honest, I'm getting tired of me.
I guess I'm just pathetic. Funny thing is, yesterday I tried to cut
myself but it didn't work, I wouldn't bleed.
I realized it is very easy to fake a smile.
I did it all yesterday and nobody seemed to notice.
I don't know if it's because I don't want them to worry or because
I think I can handle it myself. Either way, I just won't tell them.
I started having bad thoughts but I don't tell anyone because
I feel they are getting tired of me. To be honest, I'm getting tired of me.
I guess I'm just pathetic. Funny thing is, yesterday I tried to cut
myself but it didn't work, I wouldn't bleed.
I realized it is very easy to fake a smile.
I did it all yesterday and nobody seemed to notice.
I don't know if it's because I don't want them to worry or because
I think I can handle it myself. Either way, I just won't tell them.
