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Cutting is how we cope with our life. It's one of our 'dirty little secrets'. We've been bullied and used all our lives, so why stop? Its all we can do. Our only friends....are our knives and needles. Its the only thing to remind us, we're alive. Most of us cut how we feel, which can include alone, unwanted, and other words reffering to it. But, our friends could also kill us. All we want to do is be loved, but noone loves us but our 'friends'. We don't want to hurt anymore, but its too ADDICTING. I've had enough. Have you? But I don't know how to stop. If I can't, maybe you can't either. Am I right? But, the only antidote, is physical pain. I need help. You need help. Emo's need help. But, noone can. Its too ADDICTING. we're tired of crying, we're tired of even trying anymore. Outside Emo's are smiling, but on the inside, we're all dieng. Medication can't do crap, it's f*cked up. WE NEED HELP, OR THE EMO POPULATION WILL DIE! We'll all die, then people will care. World won't be normal without Emos'. We're alone in a world full of people. Only about 20 of us in each city, not even. The drops of our blood, are a substitute for our tears, since we cried at first. We used all our tears, now its drops of blood. Blood out of our eyes? No. Bloods from our cuts. It's too ADDICTING! When we cut ourselves, the pain goes away. Then we see the scars, and it all comes back. This is our addiction. We need help as I had said, and I don't want the Emo population to go down, theres not many more left. Cutting has killed us, for over bleeding, and giving up on hope and shoving the knife in our chest because we want to end life. I wanted to end my life, but people helped me get through my times. So, I ask you, Do you want the world to change? Go crazy? All because we're too ADDICTED to something stupid?

NOTE: I've been sober for about....2 months now. It was hard to stop, but gaia, my friends, and music helped me.