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crying
I don't know what to do with myself anymore. I have my porfolio review today and they said that I shouldn't continue on with the Graphic Design program. I don't know where I'm suppost to go from here. I really feel like crying right now. I thought that most of my work over the last two semester was good. I knew that there were somethings that I could do better, but this.....I don't even know anymore.
They don't think I'm putting my heart into this and that I have my doughts and that it's going to hold me back. I try my hardest and I know that I can't do what I want in this program, but I still want to do it. I like to make people happy, but at the same time........... gonk

Over the past two semesters, I have given up my life for this and now......they want me to just give up........
I don't think that will happen. I might just continue with the program even though they told me not too. I still think that I could get better and do what I need to do. I just have to work a little harder at it is all. I don't know what I'm going to do yet, but eventually I will figure something out and figure out what my purpose in life is suppost to be. I just haven't gotten there yet and it might take a while longer to figure it out. I just need to do it and quick. I don't want to be in school the rest of my pethetic life.