...WILL BE FOREVER.
My internet connection is SO faulty. But that's alright, because it's better than no internet connection!
I keep listening to Neutron Star Collision over and over and over.
It's addicting.
And beautiful.
And also illegal because the Eclipse soundtrack isn't out yet..
Neither....is...Eclipse...heh.
But that's okay. The Youtube administratives will take it down eventually.
Eric Kelly got to go on the PHN field trip today even though he's not on PHN. He's so crafty. It's admirable, really.
Everything he does is admirable, I guess...
I liked it better when he was just a nerdy magician.
Now he's a magic secretly-a-nerd pimp.
Except he only has one girlfriend, so he's not really a pimp.
But he leads on all the freshman girls and...sort of...all the girls in general.
Maybe a boy or two.
Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha.
If only he was reading this.
But I really like him. As a person though, not as a male model.
I would type "[/sigh]", but I'm gonna try to convey my feelings through my words today.
Speaking of feelings, I think Ted is lovestruck with me or something.
He won't leave me alone. I hate it.
It's choking me.
And also gross, 'cause I don't think of him as anything but a friend. Often, a distant friend, because he irritates the crap outta me.
I mean, he's nice...but...dgkhryedkyhgj. Creepy.
So creepy.
And he also liked Mandy.
For a long time.
And cried about her 'cause she wouldn't dance with him at the 8th grade dance. (She's very..you know..straightforward without actually talking. Mandy's shy and quiet, but she just kinda...says one thing and it's over. I WISH I HAD THAT TALENT.)
But I'll handle that tomorrow.
Which is also the day I get to see Evan.
He's magical. Perfect, if I may.
He sings, acts, plays piano, and he's beautiful (looks and personality).
I LOVE PEOPLE LIKE THAT. All-around great people.
Oh, and he's really nice and sweet and stuff.
He's on Youtube, he sings "Imagine", and it's beautiful. So beautiful.
And he's in my chorus. Well, he is right now. He's homeschooled, but, yeah. Choir trip, lotsa fun.
Aaaahhh...what else can I tell you?
Today was nice, I guess. Boring...and...yeah. I finished my paper-bag drawing in art. There was a fire drill and it was SO freakin' hot outside. Like a sauna.
And we had to stand there. And all the breezes blowing were like...humid, hot, sticky air.
IT WAS SO...HKEDYHJTKRCFGJ. So hot. SO HOT.
GRRRR. I hate the heat.
Glee was good, I cried a lot.
I cried watching Chuck, too, and now the season is over. Gotta wait 'til next year or somethin'.....
Ahhhhhh...I don't like waiting.
I'm kind of all jumbled up inside. I dunno why, but I feel like exploding on somebody, crying, breaking out into an unnecessary musical piece like in movies, and confessing love to someone. But...you know, it's high school. You can't do that!
I need to be an actress. I'll do that stuff every day.
You know, my tears are really warm..like..on my face. I don't have people feel them or whatever. Creepy.
Anyways, are they supposed to be......?
Wait...am I supposed to be crying at TV shows? Does that make me weak?
Hahaha, I don't think so!
Anyways...yeah. I guess that's it. Update on my life.
My internet connection is SO faulty. But that's alright, because it's better than no internet connection!
I keep listening to Neutron Star Collision over and over and over.
It's addicting.
And beautiful.
And also illegal because the Eclipse soundtrack isn't out yet..
Neither....is...Eclipse...heh.
But that's okay. The Youtube administratives will take it down eventually.
Eric Kelly got to go on the PHN field trip today even though he's not on PHN. He's so crafty. It's admirable, really.
Everything he does is admirable, I guess...
I liked it better when he was just a nerdy magician.
Now he's a magic secretly-a-nerd pimp.
Except he only has one girlfriend, so he's not really a pimp.
But he leads on all the freshman girls and...sort of...all the girls in general.
Maybe a boy or two.
Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha.
If only he was reading this.
But I really like him. As a person though, not as a male model.
I would type "[/sigh]", but I'm gonna try to convey my feelings through my words today.
Speaking of feelings, I think Ted is lovestruck with me or something.
He won't leave me alone. I hate it.
It's choking me.
And also gross, 'cause I don't think of him as anything but a friend. Often, a distant friend, because he irritates the crap outta me.
I mean, he's nice...but...dgkhryedkyhgj. Creepy.
So creepy.
And he also liked Mandy.
For a long time.
And cried about her 'cause she wouldn't dance with him at the 8th grade dance. (She's very..you know..straightforward without actually talking. Mandy's shy and quiet, but she just kinda...says one thing and it's over. I WISH I HAD THAT TALENT.)
But I'll handle that tomorrow.
Which is also the day I get to see Evan.
He's magical. Perfect, if I may.
He sings, acts, plays piano, and he's beautiful (looks and personality).
I LOVE PEOPLE LIKE THAT. All-around great people.
Oh, and he's really nice and sweet and stuff.
He's on Youtube, he sings "Imagine", and it's beautiful. So beautiful.
And he's in my chorus. Well, he is right now. He's homeschooled, but, yeah. Choir trip, lotsa fun.
Aaaahhh...what else can I tell you?
Today was nice, I guess. Boring...and...yeah. I finished my paper-bag drawing in art. There was a fire drill and it was SO freakin' hot outside. Like a sauna.
And we had to stand there. And all the breezes blowing were like...humid, hot, sticky air.
IT WAS SO...HKEDYHJTKRCFGJ. So hot. SO HOT.
GRRRR. I hate the heat.
Glee was good, I cried a lot.
I cried watching Chuck, too, and now the season is over. Gotta wait 'til next year or somethin'.....
Ahhhhhh...I don't like waiting.
I'm kind of all jumbled up inside. I dunno why, but I feel like exploding on somebody, crying, breaking out into an unnecessary musical piece like in movies, and confessing love to someone. But...you know, it's high school. You can't do that!
I need to be an actress. I'll do that stuff every day.
You know, my tears are really warm..like..on my face. I don't have people feel them or whatever. Creepy.
Anyways, are they supposed to be......?
Wait...am I supposed to be crying at TV shows? Does that make me weak?
Hahaha, I don't think so!
Anyways...yeah. I guess that's it. Update on my life.
SONG LYRICS OF THE DAY: "Beth, I know you're lonely, but I hope you'll be alright. 'Cause me and the boys will be playin' all night." -- Beth by KISS.
Wow. <3
