Feeling like I'm going
Down...
Down...
Down..
Into the depths of hell,
landing into Satan's hands.
Those putrid hands that crush me,
crushing me into nothing but dust.
That same dust that seeps through his lifeless hands.
I feel like the lonely grain of sand,
flying away as if it were nothing,
as if I were nothing.
My chest feels nothing,
no emotions, no feeling, not even a pulse of life.
Feeling empty and shallow, as if nothing were there.
My heart has fallen, and is now hurt.
My mind is fogged up, nothing is rational anymore.
Yearning for pain,
the same pain that would relieve the pain I want to lose.
What am I to do?
I want him,
I need him back.
In my life, in my heart.
I want..
I need..
I yearn to be whole once again.
Please God, don't torture me any longer.
I don't want to be alone in the darkness..
Let him be the light I yearn for..
My own salvation...
My one and only...
The Ice Queen Diva Community Member 
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