This is how i feel at this moment.
Why do you do this to me?
You don't even care.
Your indifference brings me to my knees.
You wouldn't know it.
Because you're never there.
All this time i thought we were something.
But i guess i was wrong.
Now i know that i'm nothing.
But it doesn't matter, right?
Nothing matters when you dont care.
Nothing matters when you're just so scared.
And if i became something to you
Then you'd have someone to lose.
So i was your toy.
Nothing too serious. Oh that's uncalled for.
GOD. YOU'RE SUCH A BOY.
But you'll never realize all the damage you've done.
You'll never care enough to know.
And though i meant every world i told you.
I should probably let you go.
So that all those nights
And all your words
Can drift away from my memory.
Like your little white lies
That weren't meant to hurt.
Why do you do this to me?
You don't even care.
Your indifference brings me to my knees.
You wouldn't know it.
Because you're never there.
All this time i thought we were something.
But i guess i was wrong.
Now i know that i'm nothing.
But it doesn't matter, right?
Nothing matters when you dont care.
Nothing matters when you're just so scared.
And if i became something to you
Then you'd have someone to lose.
So i was your toy.
Nothing too serious. Oh that's uncalled for.
GOD. YOU'RE SUCH A BOY.
But you'll never realize all the damage you've done.
You'll never care enough to know.
And though i meant every world i told you.
I should probably let you go.
So that all those nights
And all your words
Can drift away from my memory.
Like your little white lies
That weren't meant to hurt.
