i hate going to sleep i mean i love sleeping and then wakin up fresh and s**t but i hate the dreams my dream was about me and mom going to the Dells up in Wisconsin and this place was WizardQuest i know lame but no see you first walk in and its this room where they tell you the rules and s**t and then you walk though this cool a** spinnin tunnel s**t and anyways after that its like in avaitar but without the annimation s**t so theres the tree-top with the slides and my mom was like go and im like no but i go anyways and then were trying to find a wizard and my mom leading me to this place and im trying to keep up but i cant and then theres this black a** figure and i've seen this person many times in my other dreams but he doesnt scare me but i dont like him i dont know but anyway me and mom find the wizard in this room musics playing and we start dancing... this felt real to real when i was wakeing up i still was dreamin with her in my arms then i awoke felling like she died in my arms crying i hate these dreams but i like them i guess its like drugs... so had so much beauty i miss her i feel even thought she's gone she never truely left... my thout is starting to swell up fighting back tears