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Me
please...

Tony
PLEASE WHAT


Me
will you talk to me?

Tony
I sent you a flippen txt you didnt reply not my problem any mow

more**

Me
i cant text. got it taken away for a while.

Tony
Look mario asked me to talk to you so am going to answer any questions you might have but your not on the top of my good list so dont excpect real nice replys

Me
okay. that's all i can ask.

Tony
Ok so shoot

Me
first question: why are you mad at me? we had this problem before, then you came over and asked why we were mad at eachother. i thought we just had a misunderstanding. but then you started avoiding me again and i don't know what to do.

Tony
You drove me insane!

Me
how? what did i do?

Tony
Then when you had your girlfriend ride the bus and you started calling me some name i dont remember what but it really pissed me off. And thats what made me snap and want nothing to do with you. so far you had just been causeing more drama in my life after we broke up. I cant handle drama without have mental
disfunctions so i cut you out my life and pretended like you didnt exist

Me
girlfriend? i havent dated anyone since you. i'm sorry that you think i tried to do anything to you. you have no idea how attached to you i am. if you think nothing can be worked out, then i can live with that. but i only have a limited amount of time to spend with the people i care about in alabama. momma got a house in alabama and we'll be moving the end of this summer. i guess that's
good news for you. but i wanted to not leave this place like this. i wanted to have you back, as much as i could, even if it was just for one day. i want it to be back to normal. i've been going through a lot of crap lately, and i know you've had to deal with a lot more, but whenever we're together with no one else causing drama, there was never anything wrong.

Tony
Well i cant deal with his anymore. I feel
bad because i love Austin and Emma like they were my own family because i love them so much and want to say good bye to them on a good note im going to act civilized around you

Me
okay..

Tony
But i cant do this you and me drama BS anymore

For my own sanity I cant do it anymore

Anymore Questions?

Me
what BS? the only reason i was ever angry was because you were so plainly ignoring me.

tell me what i can do differently, maybe not between us, but for future reference.

Tony
Ya and i did because it was what was best for me

Me
i'm sorry that you think that's the solution. it made me really feel like i didn't even deserve your attention.

Tony
You know this isnt any easier for my since i now lost my friendship with the rest of your family

Me
and our relationship doesn't mean anything to you anymore? or what it used to be, at least?

Tony
it did but you ended that

Me
/i/ did?

Tony
Ya YOU did

Me
how? i asked if you could deal with the relationship and you said you had already told me it wasn't working out.

Tony
no you finished the somewhat friedship we had with the smart comment trying to be funny with your friend

Me
i don't remember what i said. and i appologize for whatever it was. i was just pretty messed up the first couple of
days after the ordeal...

Tony
well sucks now huh?

Me
yeah. it really does. i can't say it doesn't, and i never will.

Tony
well do you have any more questions

Me
do you think we'll ever be able to have an un-tense conversation again?

Tony
Dont think so

Well i take tha back

we will

Me
?

Tony
but it wont mean anything

Me
yeah.

one more thing.

Tony
what

Me
you know that i'll always be here for you, as long as you're willing to give in and come to me, right?

Tony
no

Me
i never really give up on anybody.

Tony
i dont want you to satrt this

dont

Me
??

Tony
Just stop now

Me
okay...

Tony
Dont start making me feel like a jack a**

Im gonna go now but i will say sorry for being rude during this conversation

Bye

Me
i'm not trying to. i'm just saying i'm here for you. and nick, and the kids, everyone.

bye...