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We never knew that all of this would fall apart,
we should of never played this game at the start.
Who knew we would break many hearts?
We did this for the love of the game
but now we're drowning in our shame.

The wounds we have opened cannot be sealed,
the love you gave me doesn't feel real.
The lovely lies I told,
they cut you deep. . .
ten-fold.

As we stand side by side,
we now know this is the last ride.
One more time we'll go on the set
and one more time we'll have loveless sex.

After tonight,
it'll all be over.
After tonight,
we'll be sober.

Morning has never came so fast,
let's hope this will be our last.
Why can't you just walk away?
Why do I want you to stay?

Could it be that we were blind?
Or did I really get inside your mind?
We'll make the mistake that we thought we would regret
and keep this our little secret.

- x -
o _ o
That movie really inspired me. . .
I forgot the name of it but its about a boy, who is with someone else, sleeping with his bestfriend's girlfriend. They become friends and they seek comfort in each other and always
have sex when they get drunk. First, they think it was for fun but after a while they got guilty and it got harder for them to separate because they start to fall in love and they keep their meetings a secret.