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September 11, 2010
Wearing Moldavite

Today was a terrible day to wear moldavite. All day I've been getting uncomfortable feelings. As the day has progressed, I've been feeling more and more frightened, wishing I wasn't alone. All is dark outside as of now, showing that it is the end of the day. It's odd because it's taken me this long to understand why I've been feeling so 'off' all day long. I'm wearing moldavite. Moldavite connects you to 'otherness' of a celestial manner... The plane that hit the twin towers flew over my house... I realize that I'm reliving the fear that those people above me must have felt those nine years ago. It makes sense now and is playing over and over in my head... not knowing who to trust, not wanting to move, being fearful to speak in anything over a whisper. I feel afraid. I'm nervous and anxious. I keep hearing things... It is as though some of the people that were over head are trying to get me to allow them inside my house to escape their fate. I'm terrified, but I feel so bad... yet my fear and unease is more prevalent than my sympathy. I am finding it hard to move from my seat because I don't want anyone to notice me... I am hearing increasing amounts of weird knocks outside. I just want someone to be home so that I am no longer alone...

((I was among those that predicted 9/11))