~I give up. I give up on trying to be ******** happy in this damn place you call a home. Nobody gives a ******** care about me here and it seems like they never will. Whats the point of trying to put a god damn smile on my face if they always rip it off?!!
~I do nothing but have fake emotions and when i try to show how i really feel, I GET IN ******** TROUBLE!!!
~I try and be perfect but its never enough for them.
~If you look at mi family, my brother is treated like a prince!!! and im a ******** servant girl who does nothing but always get yelled at because i apparently do something wrong in their eyes,
~I cant take this anymore. My emotions are slowly shutting down and all they do is make it worse for me.
~They call me stupid and say i dont know anything. If i didnt know anything then why am i ******** passing all of my classes. And apparently thats all they care about when it comes to me.
~They always think im happy, but yet do they know i break down constantly when there not around. Whats the point of trying to be happy when they always make me cry.??
 Jaded Ciel · Fri Jan 21, 2011 @ 03:21am · 0 Comments |
