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Gun fire rained in my ears as i ducked behind a wall. My breathing ragged as i slunk down onto my knee and caught my breath. I looked up to see this swirling black and red shadow with glowing red eyes. It was starring down at me with calculating look. Images went through my mind of tender nights, star filled sky's, roses scattered, two people intertwined....i shook my head and looked up and it was gone. I run back onto the battle field and did what the government payed me to do. To kill anyone who went against them. I was just done shooting a guys brains out when a searing white hot pain flashed up my back as a bullet broke the bone of my spinal cored. I fell to the ground as a man with a smug look said "the battle field isnt a place for a women." With my last moment i shot that ****** in the head. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ I woke up on a plush antique velvet couch. I sat up and there was no pain in my back. Was it a dream? I looked at my clothes and i was still in my uniform but it was clean like i had just got it from the cleaners. I look around and see i was in a GIANT room. I wanted to see if i could make an echo thats how big it was. I saw a big double oak door and i pull up the sheets and i creep over to the door and creak it open and slink out of it. "so ur awake." i jump and turn to see a OMFG gorges man leaning on the the entry way to another door. He wore tight-ish black pants, no shirt (yummy), damp dark brown hair, green eyes, and did i mention he was gorges? "where am i?" he laughed and walked over to me. "right to buisenes as always." he knew me? id think id rember this walking piece of yummmmm if i saw it. "you know me?" he came closer to were i could smell a soft waft of roses "yes. very well." he loomed over me as a was pressed against the wall. "im sorry but i dont remeber you." He laughed "do you ever give in?" to what? i thought "to what?" i mimicked my thoughts. "to what my body sends out to you. You know u want me." and he squared his shoulders and gave the smug look most guys gave me. I had guys act all tough and bad around me for most of my life because i was pretty. I had strait blue/ black hair, emerald green eyes, and soft pale toned skin. I strained and shoved him to where he hit the wall. "yeah i want you. I need you. Oh baby. Oh baby." i slathered it as much sarcasm as i could and stomped off. I walked to a spiral stair case and sprinted down it in hot furry. He may be good looking but he's just another ****!!! "dont leave!" he bounded down the stairs after me. He was nearly a head taller than me but i was small and closer to the ground. "watch me!" and i opened the door to see things i could never see on the battle field. Creatures i never knew could be were ripping each others thoughts open. Carcasses were mearly bones with skin left hanging off. Blood, flesh, and bones were everywhere. I chocked back a scream as i saw monsters eat each other. He grabbed my arm and pulled me back in and and slammed the door. "W-what was all that!?" i point to the door. "ill explain. follow me." We got back to the room i was once in. "You died on the battle field-" i interrupted "i know that i want to know about those things!" i was on fire from my earlier anger, and seeing animals rip each other apart just didnt help me lighten up. "i was getting to that." he paced like a professor. "They are the Shadows of the people fighting in the war." he looked at me. "The Shadows are the darkest side of people. A Positive person has the most horrible shadows. A Negative person has a weak Shadow." I was getting impatient. "Tell me why im here then." he sat across from me and looked me in the eye and they turned that glowing red. I stared open mouthed. "In some cases when a person dies they see there Shadow and they return here." "Why dos ethat happen?" he looked at me tenderly "Because they are soul mates." i threw my damn pillow at his damn pretty boy face. "YOU **** LIAR!!" he stared at me blankly. "You dont believe me?" he stared at me with the red eyes. "No! I dont! Theirs no such thing as "soul mates"! Love dosnt exist!" i felt anger boil in me. He stood up and walked over. "Have u ever felt love?" I stared at him. "I thought i did but no. I dont believe so." he looked down at me. "Will you let me let you experence it?" i looked at him puzzled. He leaned down and kissed me with hot lips and i knew what he ment. My being sizzled and i leaned. I felt a click as we moved to the bed. I still dont believe in love but ill try edleast for him. yum_strawberry yum_strawberry Xice-cold-hartX** · Fri Mar 18, 2011 @ 02:03am · 0 Comments


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