I don't really understand Gaia, or life. *sigh*
But I do know that no matter what, there is a unmistakable invisible force that keeps dragging me back here. (to gaia. not life... lol. )
I have so many memories on this website, you have no idea. It's like.... I grew up here. And I can't just leave it.
I mean, I can leave it, because my main gaia friends that I've stuck with over the years of my being here, have drifted apart.
Some, our friendships ended, others they just lost interest.
I'm pretty much on the verge of losing interest, but something keeps me holding on. SO.
If you're ever here, while I'm in the process of holding on, and we decide to chat, don't be upset if i'm not on the next day.
It's only natural for me to have a um.. life. *coughs* xd
But I appreciate you spending your time with me. After all that I've learned...
The LAST THING I will be doing is regretting my time here. I mean, I have., but then in my mind I went over the situations again and realized that it was actually very benefitial for my health. Especially in the long run.
I have no clue what this is for..
******** yeah xd 
heart 
I don't even remember being with Jack/Dylan/Shadow for this long. xd 
Would I really waste my time doing this of someone I didn't love?
I have an art degree. Can you tell? whee 
<- forever my favorite drawing! 
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A SEXY BEASTY
I remember this picture. That stupid peice of hair wouldn't go down!!! xd 
my friend Raytoe is sooo young here 
SORRY ABOUT ALL THE RANDOM PICS... its because they're all in my gaia album.. and i don't want to forget them EVER!
he could never amount to the person Jack was. xd I still enjoyed talking to him though. ..lol notice how I don't say his name? My gosh, that is because he was not special enough to remember. YOU REMEMBER THAT , RACH. 
...according to my friend Johana. xd 
Its amazing how my old dream world had nothing but my lover and best friends in real life. 
RIP BUDDY
LONG LIVE PEPSI 
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