I hate school, and I hate my classes. I have no friends of acquaintances on my A days, B days are a little better when it comes to art class I guess but other than that, it seems like I'm going to be miserable. It sucks how whenever I try to talk to someone about it, they'll tell me to make friends and looks happy. Do you know me? I''m shy and quiet, and it takes me forever to open up to certain people. I can't just make friends with anybody. And I'm not going to force myself to smile or look happy when there's nothing I should be happy about. Someone just shoot me. If I don't have my schedule changed, what the hell am I going to do. I'm probably going to have to go through middle school again, where everyone hated me just because I was sad. I never got asked "what's wrong" just "Stop looking like that" or some other unsympathetic comments. Just want to get out of this stupid high school.
Anisan0 · Tue Sep 06, 2011 @ 08:31pm · 0 Comments |