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I had the most wonderful fantasy about Axel today. It involved Princess Sakura and how they fell in love. It was a quick summary of it. At first he watched her but he couldn't take just watching her beauty without at least a name so he appeared before her. She was hesitant and backed away, being a princess after all. The stranger that had appeared from a dark mass on the floor seemed very honest with his words or peace. He swayed her to come closer, telling her she was pretty and that he meant no harm. As he introduced himself, she came in range and then, once she had introduced herself, he kissed her hand. Her heart of course fluttered but before they could talk any longer, Danielle spotted them and called out to Sakura. Axel quickly disappeared.

He came to her in secret from then on, driving Danielle into a paranoia and several anxiety attacks. They danced outside or simply talked near a tree. He escorted her on walks down the hallway and things went well. They were falling in love but then the time came where he was endangering her life. He knew he had to leave if she was to stay safe and to return peace to the Kingdoms. He came to her to say goodbye in her bedroom while she was sleeping. She woke, barely clothed but covered by sheets and came to him. He told her that he had to say goodbye. She began to say "No, not now, not just as I'm-" She stopped herself and then rambled on about how Elimindra would hear him and kill him if she knew he was there. Axel took her face in his hands and asked, "What were you going to say, tell me." She tried to look away as she admitted that she was falling in love with him. It took a minute to sink in but as she took the courage to look into his face for the answer he brought her into a kiss.

They kissed passionately. His hands wandered down her body, which had exposed in the back from the falling sheets. She dropped the sheets and let her hands fall around his neck. Axel laid her on the bed and things got heated. He tried to loosen her up first but it was strange to her. Her mind reeled, realizing what she was doing and she spoke up, "Didn't you say you had to leave?" He massaged her body with one hand and she laid back, trying to relax. Axel pulled out his hand and moved up to her ear, sucking on it so that her body started to vibrate within. With his hands on her body and lips pressing hard into hers, the numbing sensation began to overwhelm her. She felt good, which powered her feverish kisses to become bolder. Axel peeled off his clothes as her head wheeled. She whispered aloud in confusion, "I feel strange..." She laughed and smiled brightly, the smile that had won over his heart from afar.

He took her arms and pinned her down as he attempted to enter her. She screamed and cried in pain. He winced, the screams and her tight body hurting him at the same time. It was unclear which hurt him more. Her back arched as she gasped and struggled. Axel spoke over her screams, clear and strong, "You belong to me. I love you Sakura." She continued to gasp as he continued. Tears spilled from the corners of her eyes as she looked around for some escape. The pain was immense. Suddenly, it felt different, like the numbness was returning. Pain came as pinpricks instead of waves. He was groaning but she felt far away. Sakura looked up to his face. She felt more naked than ever, and not just in physical appearance but in her soul. In her mind she felt him pushing his hand into her torso to touch her soul. The dark void that always surrounded him was around his hand, filling the inside of her. She arched her back but there were moans from deep in her throat that she did not recognize. She had made all kinds of faces and noises but this was new. She felt... indescribable. The wave crashed over her, again and again until she was awash with it. His face relaxed as he finished.

They lay together on the bed, her nude body pressed on top of him. She gazed up at him innocently and felt whole for the first time in a long time. There had been so many nights that she had gone to bed wanting and feeling lost that she had begun to think that was the only way to be. "Make love to me all night so I know this isn't a dream?" he pleaded. A bittersweet dream, she told herself but she did not deny him. She could not keep back a tear but at least she would not shout at him. She would not ruin their moment together. She would not ruin her happiness. Not this night. Sakura kissed him and rolled into him warm body.

>A< I had to edit the story since I can't get explicit here. Sorry guys. D: But it was very nice. Hopefully what I have here won't get me in trouble. It is pretty vague in the close spots but it still gets off the images I had.

Oh their love...
Our love.

I'm no longer Sakura but at the same time she is still in my heart so I feel the warmth of their romance. I feel the bittersweet tang of knowing he isn't real and the hatred housed by any other girl living within me like Chisai.

Oh American Horror Story SPOILER ALERT so in American Horror Story, all the characters died. I CANNOT predict anything in that show. While it bothers me, it's also really cool. Even though Tate is evil, I still love the pairing of Violet and Tate. [/ sigh] They had my romance. They had it so close. [/ sigh] it was so bittersweet