It's been almost 2 months since that day. I've been in pain, depressed, sad, and alone. Although I may not show it, i am. Every time I see him at work, I want to cry. Instead,I wait till I go to sleep. Every night I wish he'd come back to me, but it doesn't seem to happen and I don't think it ever will. I've been trying to flirt with other guys, but every time I do, I just think of him and feel like it's wrong because of the love I still have for him. I wish he'd see what he has done to me. Every one thinks I'll get over him, but I won't, I'm scared with the pain and sorrow he has caused me. This year has brought me pain, suffering, and sadness. I hope 2012 bring happiness without pain and sadness. As they say "Out with the old and in with the new". The past is the past, now is the present. Live in the moment that makes you the happiest and above all don't look back and keep moving forward.
Vasago110892 · Fri Dec 30, 2011 @ 07:21am · 1 Comments |