A girl with short blue hair walks beside a girl with black hair tied up in a bun.
Black haired girl"And then he asked if I was on medication or something?"
The blue haired girl begins to laugh. The blue haired girl is me and the other girl is some friend. The friend begin to laugh.
BHG"Can you believe it?"
A ghost form separates from the blue haired. Her face is sad and her eyes show pain. Tears go down her eyes as she watches the two smile and laugh acting like good old friends. No one listens...no one cares. I am forced to act as if everything is alright. To others I don't know I keep quiet or smile acting like nothings wrong. No one wants to hear it, or talk about it they just want to drop it. My words aren't heard and my tears go unnoticed.
The girl waves and turns the corner, her smile fades and the ghost form goes to her side. The girl covers her face and falls to the floor crying, her body trembles as she lets go of the tears. The ghost form kneels and touches her shoulder, walking away is the girl with black hair. Darkness consumes everything leaving the girl alone to cry and suffer. The ghost fades, her friends appear one by one with their backs turned to her. Ghost appear and walk past her. The girl looks up to the sky wondering why she's here? Why must she go threw this pain? Her friends begin to talk to one another. The girl's family appears and watch the girl cry. Mother stands their with tears going down her face, father looks away. The two feeling hopeless, sister sits on the ground hugging her legs. She stares at the floor with motionless eyes, she puts her head down. Brother plays a video game, the girl looks to the ground and sees her reflection. The ground has become water, her reflection shows other people laughing, smiling, having a good time. She reaches her hand to it but the image fades, she puts her head down and cries in silence. Everyone slowly fades leaving her alone. A bit of light begins shining threw.
Voice"Are you ok?"
The girl snaps out of it and looks up to see a pink haired girl with concern in her eyes. The girl wipes her eyes.
Girl"I'm ok my allergies just acted up."
She gets up and smiles.
Girl"I'm ok don't worry about me."
The pink haired girl gets up.
Pink haired"If your sure."
The girl nods smiling, the pink haired walks off and smiles.
Pink haired"Bye."
Girl"Bye."
Once the pink haired girl leaves the girl walks away. Her eyes shadow as she walks with her head down. Tears begin to go down her face. That night when she sleeps she dreams of herself crying and looking sad. Her friends talk to her as if nothings wrong. Her ghost form appears and glares, she yells at them.
ghost form"DON'T YOU SEE ME CRYING?!"
The friends don't hear and continue to speak. The ghost form speaks as her voice begins to crack.
Ghost form"Don't you even care?"
The friends stop and look at her.
Friends"Of course we do."
They then go back to normal, the ghost wipes her eyes and looks at them. Her voice begins motionless and so do her eyes.
Ghost form"I'm nothing to you, I'm not the air, or the water which is why you don't need me."
The girl crying gets up and turns to dust. The ghost form looks at the ground.
Ghost form"I'm a ghost, some people know that I'm there but I'm always forgotten."
She looks at them.
Ghost"I've only brought you trouble or pain."
She turns her back.
Ghost"You said were friends til the end but we don't speak or try."
She looks at the friends.
Ghost"I've tried, you still hope and tell me to stop being down."
She clenches both fists and yells.
Ghost"BUT I DON'T SEE YOU DO ANYTHING TO CHANGE THIS."
She stares at them.
Ghost"Things won't, hoping they will is pointless. I want to stop hoping but I'm a part of me doesn't."
She sighs sadly.
Ghost"I'm only a fool to hope."
She looks to the sky.
Ghost"Are friendship is sinking and this time I'll watch it sink."
Tears come to her eyes but don't fall down her face.
Ghost"I'm tired of trying to save it and you just accepted it. What we had is all that's left. Their just pieces, I look back at them because that's all I have."
She looks at the ground and sees a small sailboat sink.
ghost"Friendship matters to me why do you think I tried."
She kneels and grabs a piece stopping it.
Ghost"It means the world to me but if I'm the only one trying then their's no point in saving it."
She lets it go and watches it sink.
Ghost"Their's nothing that can be done. We have reached the end."
She gets up and stares at her friends.
Ghost"The pieces that are left I'll treasure for all time."
She holds them close to her heart.
Ghost"Even though I may be forgotten no one will leave my mind."
She looks at the friend.
Ghost"What you do with the pieces is up to you."
She turns her back.
Ghost"The items I've given you can be sold or given away but I what you've given me I won't throw away."
She looks to the sky.
Ghost"Maybe in the next life things will turn out better."
She walks away leaving her friends with the pieces. In the background ships begin to slowly sink.
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