Today I just want to smash stuff. I picked up a plate and dropped it.. watched it fall to the ground and smash into a million pieces.. then I picked up a wonderful beautiful crystal glass cup that I loved forever.. and let it go. I dont know why. I just dont feel anything anymore I guess. i walked around with arms stretched wide and began knocking things off of their places. Watched as they fell to the floor sometimes to make a mess.. other times a great disappointment as the item just fell, rolled around and lay still. I might be a bit crazy.. but the more I do this.. XD I'm enjoying it. I have gotten tired of the hassle of dusting and cleaning things I dont need. I mean omg.. What is the meaning to having useless items? I've no use nor no desire at the moment to clean up my mess. I might sound a bit crazy.. but then again who isnt. I'm just sitting here a bit dazed now, looking at the mess wondering.. why? I guess I should just stand up and scream.. because I srsly dont want to clean this up now. oh dear.. time to call the boyfriend and see how hes doing. I need some cheering up. That or.. maybe I definitly should scream before I call him because I dont want to get angry with him over some stupid s**t. Hmm.. something might be the matter with me today. wtf. I need to scream.. I want to scream.. I have to scream.. excuse me while..try to calm myself... while I scream...
as always.. screamin Dream.. confused
Over and out loves...
 ll trouble ll · Tue Jan 29, 2013 @ 08:12pm · 0 Comments |
