Sometimes I dream of bad things happening to the people I love. Then find myself crying and unable to help them.. thus I push them away... fearing that the pain I felt in the dream will become a reality. I foolishly think.. MAYBE they wont be hurt if I wasn't their friend. I don't know. Seems a bit selfish and a bit .. ~sigh~.. I miss some friends who aren't part of my life anymore. I guess that's my own fault. Oh well. I'll deal. The weird thing is.. Since I push them away.. they haven't gotten hurt physically.. Im hoping that the bad dreams Ive had of them stays just that.. A dream. I love them but... I guess my actions would say otherwise.. When in truth.. I love them. Was the only way I could protect them.. Guess Dejavu has its ups and downs. Mk. I was wished Happy Birthday by all those I loved and even those I didn't know. That made me happy. I'm Content for now.
~Dream
Silent Lucidity
Hush now don't you cry
Wipe away the teardrop from your eye
You're lying safe in bed
It was all a bad dream
Spinning in your head
Your mind tricked you to feel the pain
Of someone close to you leaving the game
Of life
So here it is, another chance
Wide awake, you face the day
Your dream is over...
Or has it just begun?
There's a place I like to hide
A doorway that I run through in the night
Relax child, you were there
But only didn't realize
And you were scared
It's a place where you will learn
To face your fears, retrace the years
And ride the whims of your mind
Commanding in another world
Suddenly, you'll hear and see
This magic new dimension
I
Will be watching over you
I am gonna help you see it through
I
Will protect you in the night
I am smiling next to you
In silent lucidity...
Spoken:
Visualize your dream (Yes)
Record it in the present tense (Don't be scared)
Put it into a permanent form
If you persist in your efforts
You can achieve a dream control
(Control)
(How're you doing today?) (Better?)
Dream come true
Dream come true
Dream come true
Help me...
If you open your mind for me
You won't rely on open eyes to see
The walls you built within
Come tumbling down
And a new world will begin
Living twice at once you learn
You're safe from pain in the dream domain
A soul set free to fly
A round trip journey in your head
Master of illusion, can you realize?
Your dream's alive, you can be the guide but
I
Will be watching over you
I am gonna help you see it through
I
Will protect you in the night
I am smiling next to you...
By Queensryche
 ll trouble ll · Tue Sep 24, 2013 @ 12:10am · 0 Comments |
