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, I knew it would all come down to this, the hate, the blood, the pain of seeing someone you love die, it all came back, but why after so many years? Am I not in enough pain? You come after me again after you blew my world to pieces; utterly broken pieces of what i once used to adore. Adore...its a short word..but full of meaning, so is love...love spelled back words does not spell love.What was i thinking before, why would i let you in; but yet...when i let you in it felt like you were the air needed for my breathing, the jump-start...to unlocking my true reason and potential. Reason...no one has true reason...when something bad happens..bad...there are no words that can describe..the bad of my situation...you came back..as you sink your teeth into my pale cream neck..i understand why you came back..tis simply because i wished.