I got lucky. We went to my house and only my bf ate lunch. I didn't have to. I drank my green tea as we played games and watched TV together. I had no problems until i got cold. Then he sent me downstairs to sit in front of the fire.
When dinner finally rolled around though, i binged. As i took a bite into my toast(two pieces) and two eggs and bacon sandwich, he grabbed my wrist and said, “Oh, my god.”
My mom walked over and said, “What?”He grabbed my wrist again and exclaimed, “Look at this!”
“Yeah, so?”
He turned to me and said, “You’re becoming almost nothing.”
“It’s not like I’m trying to.” I said as i took another bite of my sandwich. After i ate the whole thing, i scarfed down over 3 more pieces of bacon. Plus, i knew there was a birthday party we were going to tonight at a restaurant. We’d all have something to drink and i would have to fight myself not to drink a calorie filled milkshake. I sighed and sat downstairs on the couch with my bf. We watched a movie and part of it showed some girls in bikinis. He looked over at me and said, “I bet if you lost some of this,” He gripped my sides, “you’d look just like one of them in a bikini.” I sighed in my head. And he wondered why i worked out to lose all of it. The restaurant would be no better.
I managed to avoid the milkshake and only drink water. Kyle kept staring at the waitress and after a few minutes he told me, “Look at her. Doesn't she have a nice a**?” UGH! This was why i wanted to lose weight as well. To keep his attention on me not another girl.
-Airs
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The eternal war
By Ariana Duell
Cries of the wounded,
Screams of the freshly shot,
I run out to the others with ammo,
Their metals steaming hot.
I look back to see the dead,
And yet they are alive.
They’re craving for my flesh,
So I take cover and hide.
I hear a hiss in the distance,
Beyond the yonder hill.
Now income the vampires,
Coming for the kill.
Blood stains the grass,
Our side is now dead.
I take a loaded gun,
And aim for the closest head.
Turns out to be the captain his eyes a bloody red.
He lunges for my neck,
I pull the trigger tight,
The sun began to set,
As day turned into night.
Surrounded by my enemies,
Who used to be my friends,
They all died in battle,
Met their fates their ends.
Now I am one with the group,
Here on stranger night,
I crave for another’s blood,
So watch out for me I bite.
By Ariana Duell
Cries of the wounded,
Screams of the freshly shot,
I run out to the others with ammo,
Their metals steaming hot.
I look back to see the dead,
And yet they are alive.
They’re craving for my flesh,
So I take cover and hide.
I hear a hiss in the distance,
Beyond the yonder hill.
Now income the vampires,
Coming for the kill.
Blood stains the grass,
Our side is now dead.
I take a loaded gun,
And aim for the closest head.
Turns out to be the captain his eyes a bloody red.
He lunges for my neck,
I pull the trigger tight,
The sun began to set,
As day turned into night.
Surrounded by my enemies,
Who used to be my friends,
They all died in battle,
Met their fates their ends.
Now I am one with the group,
Here on stranger night,
I crave for another’s blood,
So watch out for me I bite.
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airsthevampire
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