Escape
By Mikoychelsea
I talked to him and I felt glad
but after a while I felt sad
This girl needed help
To be heard she gave out a yelp
She was scared and she pleaded
I messaged her telling her it's ok
Basically telling her I'd show her the way
She didn't message me back
thinking about her I almost got a panic attack
I worried about her thinking she'd do something rash
I had failed to help someone in the past
They did much worse then get themselves a cast
I glanced at the time of her cry and it had been an hour
She seemed to think the way I do but to me she was still a flower
I continued to wait for a sign she's alright
The minutes passed and I realized I was to late
Maybe I'm not allowed to lend a hand, maybe it's my fate
I got mad for not having been there
If I've been on an hour earlier I could of been aware
My anger grew and I yelled at him
I told him to go away
But no he had to stay
I yelled at him to stop it
He spoke not wanting to quit
I had no choice but to lash out biting my tongue to not hurt him severly
I went into a dark hole where theirs no sun
Everything is dark and if you speak of grass their is none
He didn't try to stop me from going there
It's like he didn't care
I start to feel dead but you all know it as numb
I felt bad and wanted to go
I didn't want to cry to make a show
I went to my room and locked the door
Cause in all honesty I didn't want anymore
I wanted to get away from mom and everyone
I listened to music to take my away
Somewhere far near a bay
I drew first before this sight
Using my imagination and might
People singing didn't help
So I listened to the sound of the ocean
Paying close to the waves at motion
No one spoke and it was a peaceful place
The sounds all nice and soft giving the music grace
You can hear seagulls and some birds sing
I wanted to escape so badly that I actually did it
Ok I did throw a fit
Lying on the bed the tears had stopped
The pulsing in my ear I could still hear but then it dropped
I was far from this reality
I was on an island surrounded by sand
It might as well be my land
Up until the shore their was pebbles by the edge
The tree's a beautiful color as a hedge
I ran to the water and got my feet wet
On this island I was happy and free
This place was my kingdom like a hive to a bee
I splashed and laughed having so much fun
The sky was nice and blue containing the sun
I sat and let the waves soak me
When the waves went back to the sea
It felt like they were pulling me
Their were a few clouds in the sky
Being here I didn't need to cry
After a while the place got lonely
I sat on the sand hugging my legs watching the sky
The sun began to set saying goodbye
I wish this island was real
Real like a banana peel
But it's not only an image of what I wanted to escape to
If I was a painter I'd show you
Taking your hand bring you too
You'd forget all your worries and troubles
Let them float away like bubbles
Listening to the ocean relaxed me I almost fell a sleep
but after a while I felt sad
This girl needed help
To be heard she gave out a yelp
She was scared and she pleaded
I messaged her telling her it's ok
Basically telling her I'd show her the way
She didn't message me back
thinking about her I almost got a panic attack
I worried about her thinking she'd do something rash
I had failed to help someone in the past
They did much worse then get themselves a cast
I glanced at the time of her cry and it had been an hour
She seemed to think the way I do but to me she was still a flower
I continued to wait for a sign she's alright
The minutes passed and I realized I was to late
Maybe I'm not allowed to lend a hand, maybe it's my fate
I got mad for not having been there
If I've been on an hour earlier I could of been aware
My anger grew and I yelled at him
I told him to go away
But no he had to stay
I yelled at him to stop it
He spoke not wanting to quit
I had no choice but to lash out biting my tongue to not hurt him severly
I went into a dark hole where theirs no sun
Everything is dark and if you speak of grass their is none
He didn't try to stop me from going there
It's like he didn't care
I start to feel dead but you all know it as numb
I felt bad and wanted to go
I didn't want to cry to make a show
I went to my room and locked the door
Cause in all honesty I didn't want anymore
I wanted to get away from mom and everyone
I listened to music to take my away
Somewhere far near a bay
I drew first before this sight
Using my imagination and might
People singing didn't help
So I listened to the sound of the ocean
Paying close to the waves at motion
No one spoke and it was a peaceful place
The sounds all nice and soft giving the music grace
You can hear seagulls and some birds sing
I wanted to escape so badly that I actually did it
Ok I did throw a fit
Lying on the bed the tears had stopped
The pulsing in my ear I could still hear but then it dropped
I was far from this reality
I was on an island surrounded by sand
It might as well be my land
Up until the shore their was pebbles by the edge
The tree's a beautiful color as a hedge
I ran to the water and got my feet wet
On this island I was happy and free
This place was my kingdom like a hive to a bee
I splashed and laughed having so much fun
The sky was nice and blue containing the sun
I sat and let the waves soak me
When the waves went back to the sea
It felt like they were pulling me
Their were a few clouds in the sky
Being here I didn't need to cry
After a while the place got lonely
I sat on the sand hugging my legs watching the sky
The sun began to set saying goodbye
I wish this island was real
Real like a banana peel
But it's not only an image of what I wanted to escape to
If I was a painter I'd show you
Taking your hand bring you too
You'd forget all your worries and troubles
Let them float away like bubbles
Listening to the ocean relaxed me I almost fell a sleep
