Okay so usually I put up my favorite songs on here, however, today I'm using it just to get out my feelings! So I personally think I'm an okay person but lately at work I am being treated like the wicked b***h of the west! I don't get it I am just trying to show the new hires how to do the job.... as their trainer.... and the back sass, laugh off, and yell when I'm trying to teach them the proper and efficient way of doing things! Why do these 16-18 year olds not want to do a good and through job????? It makes meh feel like I'm not welcome at work or wanted...... I used to beh the cute hyper girl..... and now I am being consdered the evil slacker b***h from hell..... and I am none of those!!!! Well the meh being from hell is possible!! But still.... was it worth making meh feel this depressed..... I just got over being suicidal..... was it worth making meh go back to that dark scary place? I know it seems like a stretch for just being treated that way..... but I'm a sensitve person with a low self-esteem and I'm also not about myself I am all about pleasing others before myself.... so if I make others feel angry I feel like a bad horrible person! So yeah.... now my rant is over.... if you reads this far thanks and let meh know what you think.
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