If I were a machine, emotions would not get the best of me.
I fear falling in love. I fear losing that love.
If I were to act like a machine, it is not likely that I would fall in love.
I have heard that relationships over the internet are usually emotion based.
My older brother had a girlfriend on Gaia and one day she just... stopped talking to him. He was really down about it. It was depressing just to be around him.
That being said... When I was little I tried to kill myself. A few years back I was thinking about it again... A person on Gaia told me to get help so I did.
I suspect that the want to kill myself is still there and just waiting for a trigger.
One trigger I have confirmed to be a legitimate threat is that of a "broken heart"
So stupid but very real.
A machine cannot fall in love.
Thus I shall become a machine.
It will be hard and sometimes I lose that persona for a while but it isn't likely that I will be lost in my insanity for a long period. The chance of me actually falling for someone while I am lost in my own mind is less than 3%.
And Yes I did the math. I know my own body's limits.
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