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I feel incedibly sad inside.

But I slept atleast, and I'm happy for that. It was only until 9 though, my sibs were screamig and yellign when I woke up. I thought my mom wasn't home or something but she was sitting on the computer on the phone with her boyfriend and just didn't feel like saying anything to them.

It didn't feel like a good sleep though.

Other than that, the day was going well surprisingly enough. My free shop thing in the commish place started off well, and I even got to talk to Onii-san today.

And that is where the happiness ended.

Closed down shop for the day, refused to get on Yahoo despite the fact Kev wanted me to, and set everything aside so I could talk to Onii-san.

So we talked a bit, damn I don't think I have been that happy or more awake in forever. So we just talked...and then he disappered.

Now my feelings hurt...I don't know why. I wish they didn't. I don't care if Onii-san has a girlfriend or something it doesn't give him the right to just leave like that. It was so rude and I feel...so bad now. Like I did something wrong and I don't know what I did so I'm like crying 'cause I'm confused like i did bad...

cry

Resident Evil 1 is on, I like this movie...So I'll go watch that...i don't think Iw ill go to the club tonight afterall...