iwant to go a little off topic first.
i cant say that i like the new gaia. except for this dramallama you cant say that just donts make you think.
sorry
now
i have a headach today. so i wont right much.. and i'm not ever sure it well even be on topic.. if their ever was a topic.
people dont like me because of the way that i think. you have a different oppion. some one always dose. because no one can ever just agree with me.
but maybe if some of you just tryed to put yourselfs in my situation you would under stand.
i grew with my grandparents. not my parents. in a small little island. i've never lived off of this island. i've been places but i always come back. i dont live that close to the beach, and even furthur from a city. it use to be quite. but now they've build at least 2,000 new homes in the past year or two. and almost everyone thats moved in, i hate. i've lost all my friends to the new people. and i cant make any new friends.
i live with my parents now. they were devoriced, and then get remarried, and then devoriced again. my mom is a stoned out pot head, and my dads just a coke head acoholic. he dosnt live with us. he lives in afarica for one month and then just comes back. but i cant really say that he lives their. i have a dog and a loving boyfriend, probebly the only two things that make me happy. i sortof have a little sister. she's four. we have different dads.
use to, i could wear wat ever i wanted into a store, and now if you dont wear the right thing, you have everyperson in feleming island staring you down. but then again their only use to be one store. now we have a hole ******** shoping city. full of faggets and d**k heads and dumb ******** drunks.
i ran away once. probebly the most fun i ever had on feleming island. the cops found us sleeping behind a bush two days latter. sooooo rolleyes
i cant wait till i can move. i'm never coming back. no reason to except family. other than that, everyone out here hates me. no one wants to talk to me and if they do, its just ya... uh hu.. sure w/e.
people out here piss me the ******** off with there little "i'm better than you because i'm a mother ******** youppie and my kids only passed because i sucked their teachers c**k!!"
and i hope their happy because every single kid that grew up on the other side of 17 turned into a drunken bastered who's still living off their parents money.
honestly... i dont feel like getting into detail.. i just thought i'd throw out one of the things on my mind... and their it is....
and if anyone know coach joardan.... i want to kill him.
lol
pe@e> youngen
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 187como · Thu Jun 22, 2006 @ 10:01pm · 1 Comments |
