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I need to get some stuff off of my chest that is the reason that I am writing this blog. I am single once again. I know most of you are like WTF or you knew it was going to happen again. I had a gut feeling that me and the guy I was with didn't belong together. We were complete opposites and were planning our lives together too early. I had a feeling when you left for Alexandria that we will not be the same. I tried so hard for a month to make myself see that this is the best I can do because there is nobody else who wants me. I felt that if I wanted to travel and see things outside of my window, then I needed a man to do this.

I have finally open my eyes and realized that I can't live that life anymore. There is so much in this world I haven't accomplished and so much that I need to fix for myself and by myself. I can't be happy with anyone until I complete the things about myself that people see in me everyday. I am a college graduate still working on my three degree. I am a very giving person through the charities and activities that I do. I am a lover and a best friend to anyone who crosses my path. To most people, I am a wonderful person. They and me don't want to see myself hurt again.

One thing that I use to do is write stories and I enjoyed doing that. I haven't written anything in four to five years. I lost my motivation the moment I get into these crazy relationships that never have a chance of lasting. So, I am making a promise to anyone who reads this. Before I get myself into something else, I am going to start writing my first autobiography entitled, "Confessions". There is so much about me that many people don't know and are not ready for to come from my mouth. So, I am ready to do this and start dealing with my past to have a better future. Everyone who supports me through my journey will receive lots of love and thanks from me. Well, now I have to go and do me.