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<center> Part Two Completed
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I have gotten rid of Brandon and Shadow.
I feel happy, yet sad. When one throws away persons of which you have grown to know the past six months it tends to take an effect on you, such as I have done them. I know Shadow ******** everything up, and I am sad to lose them.
But I'm not about to cry over this. I mean, part of me wants to cry and beg for them back. But I'm not weak, and I won't let some ugly a** boys I only know on the net manipulate my emotions like this. I won't do that to myself. Wanna see pic's of them? Here you go:
Its funny to me though, how Shadow accepted Laura back when she did the exact same thing to him. Its rather intresting to be honest. I just have to keep bothering him and find out what it is. I don't know what I want to know, but if I don't find out its going to knaw at me. Because I already know how this will turn out.
Late at night, right before I go to drift into slumber I'ma wonder "Where is Shadow and how is he doing? Is he living or dead? How is his school work? Does his grammer still suck? Has Brandon solved his problems and found that cool new game thats sold out?"
Eh, the kid was right, Shadow sometime is, I'ma wonder about them...but not forever. They don't matter to me like that since I woke up and realized you can't love someone you know on the net. I was being such a fool, but I'm ok now. Right now I am hurting, but I am free atleast and they know the truth. I give it till X-mas break is over, they won't be in my thoughts afterwards most likely.
As cruel as it is for me to say, I am glad I don't have to be pestered with them anymore. I wanted to play Ragnarok and they kept me from it. Brandon never wanted to talk to me, and Shadow always wanted to talk on YIM, and I was afraid we wouldn't be close anymore if I didn't talk to him. gonk Just think of all the good leveling time I missed out on!
xd The funniest thing they both said to me is that they weren't getting online anymore. Those losers with no life are going to be sitting here like you who is reading this entry 'cause they have nothing better to do. Brandon and Shadow are such losers with no life whatsoever, they'll be back on the net and probably with new girlfriends. xd They think I'm so pressed about them and I'm not. xd I am so glad to be rid of them, and I am happy I am out of their thoughts.
I have to go now sweatdrop I'm having a writers block so even writing in my journals is hard gonk
TTYAL~! heart
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Anyways, congrats, I'm happy for you. ^_^
Yeah, I guess that's easy to say when all your problems are over. Where am I when everything happens, dangit?
I'll tell you where- at McDonalds. But I'm not going there.
In summary, congrats, sorry, and I guess I'll talk to you later.