wow i knew that i wouldn't update this all the time. xd
anyways this week has been really uneventfull. i hung out with Jimmy at lunch and finished I Claudius and started both Cat's Cradle (assigned to me) and Sophie's Choice (my own choice). in computer club i was assign to work on the media section of the robotics section of the site (somthing I have a new zeal for after wathing last years competition on television) which should be very fun indeed though undoubtably some hard work.
as the title says i am starting my fall break this week and will be on it for the entire week so...yeah i'll probably be around more then usual.
i do have plenty of homework however so don't think that i am just sitting around doing nothing but rather that i'm sitting around reading the giant stack i have been assigned and am writing countless essays as well as puzzling over a poem that doesn't seem to want to come into exsistance at all. *sigh* hopefully i can convince my friend matt to visit me so that i do not utterly die of boredom but alas knowing matt it is probably not ment to be. to be perfectly honest i didn't want him to visit up till now thing would just have been akward and uneventful which may alas be how they are if he does visit if i don't get over my natural tendancy to be nervous. he is very beautiful and amazing after all and i see him so very rarely.
well i am going to go buy pants today which admittedly is way over due seeing as how i only own one pair of working pants and no working washing machine. sweatdrop
food stamps come in on the third (or fourth?) i can hardly wait. i have no urge to eat anything really as of late and nothing tastes good but i am sure that if i go go groccery shopping i will find somthing that will make me feel better about the entire situation.
i have really felt blank as of late but i've realized something. i can feel nothing at all in the world but that doesn't mean that i don't need to work and learn skills. right now i am useless and will not make it in life. i need to learn to serve a purpose even if i neither know what it is or give a crap about it.
may power fill us all completely. for now i must be off.
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