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Mend

hateing every moment, every hour
do i have to pretend?
the countless hours i have to wait for this heart to mend
its towarn open by the seems

i watched the pain as it gleemed
let it spill
my blood does it give you a thrill?
my heart was on top of a moutian that turned in to a hill

as hard as i struggle
my life has been smuggled
by the love i thought would last
but our fragile love broke like glass

sitting here holding my heart in my hands
wheres the big shot?,
the one last stand.

waisted, drunk and numb.
never thought love could make me feel so dumb
im matching mistakes with the lines on my thumb.

mixing up my dreams and my hopes
i belived you really loved me
relizing its just a hoax
your expression dumbfounded

did we have nothing together?!
we had our faith in forever
i didnt need the world
i just needed you

you were my life right then
the slightest trust in truth
i wanted to be your girl
your first pick

turns out your a d**k.
you stole the one thing i thought i could never get back.
the pieces are back in place
still i remember your tainted face

ill stich my heart to the last strand,
for you my broken heart
this is where you mend.