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a transfixed glance a hopless stare I'm failing as your name echos out of my mouth the sound is lost in my tears my lips shudder feeling as lonely as the rest of me my mind races to find the answers to your questions my heart is lost in a million pieces as i feel you turn your back to me you warmth becomes ice cold. I'm suddenly at a loss of words as i'm fialing to say what i need to to make you see what you mean to me I watch as you go thru that door I act like it doesn't hurt cover up the pain with a smile, but it begins to hurt inside the more I smile. I don't want to fake this smile i don't wanna fake it like it doesn't hurt. I'm failing to make you feel alive failing to see you smile. Useless as always my words are to you so what do i do besides fail how else do i overcome this feeling of unlovingness how do i break the chains around our hearts I want to set you free i want to be the one you love. I'm holding out for something that feels unreal something some surreal i'm failign to notice the signs that this may turn out to be real>