hiding in the shadows
Feeling the pain of my yesterdays; filled with things I regret today. Want to change my past, go back in history. I tried running, but there’s no escape from misery. My life’s so filled with regretted mistakes. It’s just a matter of time before I break.
Chorus I’m being suffocated by the pressure of oncoming insanity. I’ve not been educated on what to do when you become an nobody. In life I’ve hesitated to fix these unmistakable regrets, to keep the promises I never kept, to never tell my unforgivable secrets. Until I’m free from the mistakes guilt want let go my life will reside in contempt hiding in the shadows.
Verse 2 My mother really frustrates me. I realize that she hates me. I almost hate her right back, but I know God wouldn’t want that. Many times she was the reason my life fell, but I want let her sentence my soul to hell. Is this worlds reality dead? Every mistake I make I dread.
Waiting for a change that’ll never come; I want run, I want leave I can’t breathe because…
chorus I’m being suffocated by the pressure of oncoming insanity. I’ve not been educated on what to do when you become an nobody. In life I’ve hesitated to fix these unmistakable regrets, to keep the promises I never kept, to never tell my unforgivable secrets. Until I’m free from the mistakes guilt want let go; my life will reside in contempt hiding in the shadows.
Waiting for a change that’ll never come; I want run, I want leave I can’t breathe…
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